Dreams Within Dream
Someone told me that this is a dead blog, teeheehee, maybe it is. I'm just too occupied to comeback for so often and update this blog. Or maybe it's just an excuse.
The real reason is probably there's nothin too important to write about.
Last night, I had a weird dream. Maybe not really a dream, more like a set of dreams, dreams within dream. Weird, I thought something like that can only happens in movies or fictions.
I was staying overnight at a friend's place after watching a late soccer livecast when it happened. I slept on a couch with my legs on the armrest. Since I was exhausted from a whole day practice (of something, that's not really important to mention), I immediately fell asleep.
Not so long after, I felt like I was awake. Didn't feel too comfortable, because of my awkward position - head lower than my legs. I wanted to move from the couch and sleep at other place. So I tried to get up, but I can't. It was so real, I thought was conscious all the while. I kept on trying and forced to get up. I couldn't move a muscle, except my eyes. I scanned the room and I realized that it was not exactly the room I was before, I don't know what's the difference, it just not the same place, but my position on the couch was still the same. I recite some verses from the Qur'an, I shouted His name, I even did adzan. Then I can move a bit, and a bit more, and more. Finally I can force myself to get up.
My arms were still numb, my legs felt funny. Suddenly I realized that I hadn't yet awaken... I saw my body there lying, struggling to move. My eyes (on the other me) were rolling wildly, panicking. Insticntly I tried to help my other self. I tried to pull my body, my legs, but I couldn't It was like tying to grab smoke or thin air, I didn't feel anything solid on my other body. In just a split second, there's no other me. I was back there again, trapped in my own body, struggling to move. Everything happened again, over and over, like four or five times. It feels like I dreamed then woke up only to realize I was still dreaming. Dreams within dream. Layered dreams.
When I was really woke up, I had to make sure that I really have awaken. Took me a few seconds to think, to feel, to scan the room, breathed heavily. I could feel my limbs, slowly I move my body trying to sit. It's weird that I didn't feel any nervousness again, no panic feeling whatsoever. I feel like I was fully conscious during my dream... dreams.. whatever.
It was a weird experience. Not exactly fun, but I feel... I don't know, excited maybe? Dreams within dream, layered dream, unordinary, but not just a mere fiction. I don't expect to have it again, though. At least not too often.